Tuesday, September 30, 2008

it's allllllll up in the air

i had my two phone interviews today...eeek. the first one was quick and simple with an HR rep, but the second was a really in-depth interview with the editor i would work for and she grilled me. i feel like i go from sounding confident and smart one second to immature and vapid the next. i go from giving a solid answer to giggling when i get nervous. i was annoying myself, i felt bad for the woman. both said they'll contact me by the end of the week so we'll see what happens...i'm not feeling great about either of them though.

maybe i should give up trying to break into publishing. i love books and cherish them more than any other inanimate objects i own, but maybe rather than trying to sell them i should be trying to write them.

i can't find my place in this world and it's driving me crazy!!!

i also have stopped keeping normal hours for the last couple of weeks. this is the last night i can do it though because i start the flu clinics on thursday...which i keep forgetting about...which i must remember. i'm watching crappy reality tv (that i'm really enjoying) with brother tim and the cats max & binx. those two should have a reality show. if anyone would watch a tv show featuring a fluffy chubby solemn cat named max and his new adopted jet black and wildly hilarious brother binx.

i have a few more WW points i can eat and i'm going to eat them



NOW!

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